Make me numb....

Away from the world,
Into a pensive, I wish to reside
Far from the realities, I yearn to hide
O God, make me numb……

I can feel the prickling thorns and the biting frost
If nothing else works,
Bleed me if you want,
Please O God, make me numb…..

I close my mind but tears flow out,
I stop the tears, my heart cries loud,
Stop that heart if you can,
O God, do anything to make me numb……

Move on!

I love traveling.

Traveling is your best teacher...so true! I have never missed a lesson every time I have traveled...whether it is going shopping or flying across the world, whether it is traveling alone or with friends and family....each person, each place, each adventure teaches you a new lesson...

That is why I never like to miss out on traveling...cuz one ride missed is equal to one lesson missed..and who knows I might never get to learn that lesson again in my life...

I wonder if nomads were were the most intelligent kinds of all! Anyone tried brain mapping on them?! :P

Way back into love

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past
I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night

I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end


There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end