Long wait and patience. That is the price you pay for trying to do something unusual in the usual world. 

While most of my contemporaries chose to take beaten paths, I selected the less trodden one. Sure enough my path has potholes and thorns. Of course it hurts and makes me think, more like, doubt. And therefore I blog! Hehe. 

Intuitively though, I feel strong about my way. I don't know why. There is no reasoning. Its just a feeling. I feel like I would be more happy doing something unique and different. The challenges will make me stronger, wiser, and eventually a successful human being. And the greatest contradiction is that I typed the last few sentences by doubting every word of it! Not good.